Soon enough, reality is gonna bite me in the ass. My boyfriend sent me a house link yesterday to see if I would like to look at it. That’s so crazy to even imagine. That much of a commitment? To a house? It hit me yesterday.
Today I have been looking at jobs, yet I won’t start applying until hopefully September. And there’s nothing really creative-wise to apply to. I don’t care to work for a hospital or a lawyers office; I want something interesting and fun to me.
I did find one job that I would love and be able to grow within that company, but damn requirements of degrees. The thing is is that I am very cooperative and I’m a fast learner. Yeah, I don’t have a degree. But that doesn’t make me useless? I don’t know, I’ve just been in that mood lately. Just defeated thinking I’m going to have to work a boring ass job for my entire life.
That’s so fucking lame. Find the love of your life, get married, have kids, yet having the most boring fucking job ever. I do hope to go back to school someday. Hopefully at least next year. I really do want to go back.
Anyways, I’ve just been in a sad and depressed mood lately. I miss my boyfriend and my friends. And I need a vacation. BAD.
Hope you are all having a good day